Jealousy
The person I love (Jon) wrote an amazing story, dedicated to me. While it was really wonderful and I loved it so much, I couldn’t help have this tiny feeling inside.
Jealousy.
What a thing it is to be jealous of the same person for so long, for no reason. The only reason I’m jealous is because when he “dated” her, he wrote her a story. And then my story came second. Her story was a story of how he was infatuated with her. The story for me was one of love. Yet I’m still jealous?
Jealousy can be a really good thing. It lets the person you love know that you only want them, and you want them to only want you too. And yet it can be such a bad thing. Is there any point in being jealous of this girl that Jon was infatuated with for such a short time that it was basically a junior high relationship. They never even saw each other. He never even actually liked her that much. Should I really care that he never wrote anything for me for 2 years, and wrote her a story so quick, if hers was just a story of infatuation?
No. I really shouldn’t be jealous of her for anything. I suppose the only reason why I’m actually jealous of her for getting a story first is because I wrote so many things about Jon and wanted something back so bad. But there’s nothing to be jealous of!
Because even if I didn’t get his first story, I’ll get his first kiss ;D
~holly Kwasek
ps - I love you Jon! Forever <3
